Friday, April 25, 2008

The waiting. Oh, how I hate the waiting.

So, I know the waiting is just beginning in the adoption process, but seriously. I hate waiting.
That whole, "oh, the first 3 months went really fast!" thing? Yeah, it was true, but this last month? Felt like a year. Is it too much to ask to just get things rolling??? I just want to be doing SOMETHING!!! It's just more true than ever to me that this life is just one big waiting game. Seriously, when I think about it, we waited until I was done with college to get married (maybe not as long as some people wait, but still...). Then we waited for 2 years for Troy to be closer to graduation before we started ttc. Then went of the pill, only to wait for 2 more years before we could take the time to have testing done. Then we waited for results. Then we waited to apply at the adoption agency just in case our apartment situation wouldn't work out. And now... we wait for them to contact us. Then when they do, and we get our homestudies and everything else all done, we'll wait again.
Sigh. Guess I better just get used to it.